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Into Dust by Insomnias Worst Nightmare

Rating: MatureStory Reviews: 177
Chapters: 19
Words: 40117
Characters: Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew, OC
Genre(s): Horror/Dark, Mystery, Romance
Era: Marauders
Pairings: Sirius/OC, James/Lily
Status: Work In Progress
First Published: 2008.02.06
Last Published Chapter: 2009.03.25
Last Updated: 2009.03.25
Favorite Story Of: 190 users
Advisory: Mild Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature

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'My heart stuttered in response to the proximity, my senses clouded by him. Something burned, like coal embers, deep below the anger. Desire. Painful, heart wrenching, unwanted desire.'

For years I'd held up this facade of compliance and a firm belief in everything my family stood for, never once letting the mask fall and show my own inner turmoil. Then Sirius Black reentered my life and everything came tumbling down. 

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews Read
1 Keep Breathing

"The storm is coming, but i don't mind.
People are dying,I close my blinds."
'Keep Breathing' 
Ingrid Michaelson

*New Chapter image!

3160 17
2 Paradise

“As darkness quickly steals the light
that shined within her eyes
she slowly swallows all her fear
and soothes her mind with lies.
Well all she wants and all she needs
are reasons to survive
a day in which the sun will take
her artificial light... her light”
Vanessa Carlton.

1259 19
3 Falling Star

I never wanted to be what they even wanted me to be
And now this story ends untainted
Without me.

Vanessa Carlton

1251 13
4 Unfold

But I don’t wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my imperfections

Marie Digby

1492 12
5 Thunder

'I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes'
Boys Like Girls

3376 14
6 Paint It Black

"I look inside myself and see my heart is black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black."
Paint It Black
Rolling Stones

2006 7
7 Sympathy

"I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out"
Goo Goo Dolls.

1802 9
8 Hush, Hush

I can't take another breath without feeling the regret of my jealousy.
Horrified that you might have really lied. Tell me, is it a possibility?
Overwhelming proof. That you're nothing but a fake.”
Hush, Hush. The Spill Canvas.

1797 12
9 In The Sun

“And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in.”

In the Sun, Joseph Arthur

1552 11
10 Grapevine Fires

"Sounded like an alarm of impending doom.
To warn us it's only a matter of time.
Before we all burn"
'Grapevine Fires'
Death Cab For Cutie

1855 7
11 Black Roses Red

"Drowning in my loneliness
How long must I hold my breath
So much emptiness inside I could fill the deepest sea."
Black Roses Red
Alana Grace

1681 8
12 Falling Slowly

"Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me."
Falling Slowly, The Swell Season.

2768 7
13 She Is

“She is everything I want that I never knew I needed
This is going to bring me to my knees
I just want to hold you close to me.”
She Is
The Fray.

1588 1
14 Ocean Sized Love

"But the thought of you leads me to temptation
It's the same whatever side you're on
Separated we are delicate and small "
'Ocean Sized Love'
Leigh Nash

1306 1
15 All I Need

"Can you still see the heart of me
all my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace."
'All I need'
Within Temptation.

4227 5
16 Breathe Me

"I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there's no one else to blame"
'Breathe Me'

2511 1
17 You And Me

"I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here"
‘You and me’

1774 1
18 Learning To Breathe

"I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive."
'Learning to Breathe'

2914 9
19 My Freedom

"Calling out to you, will you come wash over me
Like only you can do, will you be my freedom?"
My Freedom
Krystal meyers.

1798 23

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