Harry sat up unsteadally in his white bed. He was once again in the hospital wing.He groaned and groped for his glasses. He knew he should be happy. He had recently defeated Voldemort. But somehow, he wasn't. He felt as if he had done all that for others. He would still never see his parents or Sirius again.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Harry dropped back into his bed. Nobody knew how hard it was. Nobody.
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
Harry shut his eyes and imagined standing with his parents and Sirius. The image was shoved out of his head by harsh reality. They're dead.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
Harry's thoughts turned to the Dursley's. He had been uncared for and unloved for ten years and seven summers.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Harry's thoughts then turned to Ron and Hermione. They were bickering more than usual. What was up with them? Could they ever get along?
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Then came the others. Poor Harry, so defensless. They're just acting nice to make him think he had friends. They just admired him. They weren't his friends
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
A small red haired person emerged in the doorway. It was Ginny. "Hey." she said. Harry rolled over.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
"What's wrong?" Ginny asked. Harry was silent. "You need someone to talk to." Ginny proclaimed. She sat down on the foot of Harry's bed. "What the hell?" Harry thought. He rolled over. Suddenly, Harry found everyting he had thought about spilling out of him.
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Ginny looked concerned. "Oh." she said. "I know nobody will ever understand you. I'm so sorry." she continued. An unstoppable tear rolled down her cheek.
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you'e down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Ginny stared at the floor. "I'm really sorry. But I think you'll be ok." she said. Harry removed his glasses and his brow furrowed in concentration. "Its time to go dear." Madame Pomfry said. Ginny smiled at Harry and walked out.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Harry shut his eyes, but all he could think about was what was wrong with his life. Then an image of Ginny floated into his mind. Her words echoed around his head. Slowly, Harry fell asleep.
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