Chapter 3 : R
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The end notes of this chapter include details about Emily's wand.
EMILY and her friends shared a carriage to the castle knowing they would have to divide into different tables once inside. With the threat of separation looming, they each realized how much more they still had to tell each other. Emily anxiously anticipated the torture of having to sit the feast alone. It wasn’t as bad for Laurel and Isobel, who were both Ravenclaws.
At Isobel’s welcome suggestion, they shared another Cheering Charm before passing through the Hogwarts gates.
Emily stumbled out of the carriage, and dawdled with her friends at the end of the loose line of students snaking its way up the grounds. But eventuality won out, and Emily found herself in the dazzling Great Hall in no time at all.
“Meet up tomorrow?” promised Isobel, with a firm squeeze.
“Yeah, definitely,” said Emily, turning to throw an arm around Laurel’s neck. The two Ravenclaws made their way to their own house table, leaving Emily and Tristan.
“Be strong, little one,” joked Tristan.
“Absence makes the heart grow fonder,” answered Emily, but her heart broke for him.
Tristan had it worst of all. They hugged each other, putting off joining their own tables for a precious few seconds more.
Tristan sighed, accepting the inevitable, and slouched over to join the other Slytherins.
“Budge up there,” Cedric Diggory called down the Hufflepuffs, making room for Emily as she arrived.
“Wotcher, Ced,” chimed Emily, in homage to Nymphadora Tonks: fearless leader of Hufflepuffs.
“All right, Em,” replied Cedric, who appeared to have grown about a foot since last term.
Cedric was in the same year as the Weasley twins, but had a September birthday, and so was a year older.
“You look great, Ced. Good Summer?” asked Emily. Out of politeness, she didn’t specify that his acne had all but cleared.
A hush fell over the Hall as McGonagall marched in the first years. Emily noticed that the sorting seemed quieter than previous years, before remembering that Harry Potter had arrived at Hogwarts, and the students were probably eager to get a look at him. She picked the Boy Who Lived out at once from the twins’ description: skinny, wild haired, and walking alongside yet another ginger Weasley.
Emily thought it appropriate that the famous Harry Potter would become friends with little Ron. She’d seen five Weasley boys during her time at Hogwarts, and they seemed to Emily like a kind of school institution. Being muggle born, Emily figured that the wizarding traditions she observed were likely different from what some snooty-ancient-bloodline-Slytherin might recognize. But they appeared real to her nonetheless.
The sorting was dull for Emily. This class was much larger than her own had been, and not recognizing any but two of the children, she had little to do except cheer for new Hufflepuffs.
Emily glanced over at Tristan hoping to make faces, as they usually did, at the sillier names. Finally McGonagall read an absolutely perfect one: ‘Longbottom.’
Emily saw Tristan’s head jerk up—but he didn’t look over at Emily. Instead, his eyes followed the little wizard with great, almost terrified, interest. Even when little Longbottom tried to abscond to his table still wearing the sorting hat, Tristan didn't laugh.
Finally, the sorting concluded, and Super Baby Harry Potter ended up Gryffindor—to exactly no one’s surprise. Dumbledore made his perfunctory absurd remarks, and the gleaming platters filled mercifully with food. Emily’s section of the table included a good portion of the Hufflepuff Quidditch team, and the conversation ultimately steered in that, mind-numbing, direction. Not knowing or caring about the terminology, Emily entertained herself by sculpting mashed potatoes with her fork.
After some time working on a potato model of her family’s compound, she looked up to realize that Tristan had been watching her, red faced from trying to withold his laughter. What? mouthed Emily, but Tristan simply shook his head, and laughed harder.
Terence Higgs must have noticed, because he smacked Tristan in the back of the head as he passed. Emily clapped her hand over her mouth in surprise, before bursting out laughing, alongside Tristan, at the stereotypically Slytheriny display.
It was reasons like these, Emily thought, why the whole school (correctly) assumed that Emily and her mates were a bunch of weirdos and Hex Heads. But Emily didn't care, and the knowledge that they were being absurd only augmented her and Tristan's long-distance-laughing fit.
Across the Hall at the Slytherin table, a Cheering Charm was really all Tristan had to buffer against outright suffering. Emily felt guilty that she had been complaining so much, even if it was only inside her own head. She gazed up at the enchanted ceiling into the glittering night sky. Privately, Emily promised herself that she would never, ever, take that ceiling for granted.
Before she knew it, the plates cleared themselves. Dumbledore reminded the students that the Forbidden Forest was, as the name implied, Forbidden, and the Hall exploded with the echoes of scraping furniture, and the din of hundreds of young voices.
Emily paused to wave at the Headmaster before following her House out of the Hall. Dumbledore waved delicately back, his eyes twinkling.
This tradition started in Emily’s first year, when she was still terrified and shy. She’d arrived at Kings Cross Station clutching a redwood wand, a suitcase full of magical books she couldn’t understand, and a million anxieties. To make matters worse, Emily had the misfortune of sharing a compartment with now-Quidditch-star, Marcus Flint. He’d teased her ruthlessly, eventually reducing Emily to tears.
Even though she’d never heard the word before, Emily guessed correctly what ‘mudblood’ might mean. She spent most of the remaining train ride hiding in the girls’ toilets.
Emily was later sorted into Hufflepuff, or ‘the Idiot House’, according to Marcus—who hadn’t been great with off-the-cuff puns. She felt so miserable that she wanted nothing more than to just go home and forget about learning magic.
But during the feast, Emily started to have fun. Tonks, a fourth-year at the time, had seen Emily trembling quietly down the Hufflepuff table. Surely, Emily's face had looked as mortified as she had felt. After ordering some other Hufflepuffs to rearrange seats, Tonks plopped down next to Emily.
At first Emily had been shocked when the older girl had changed her hair color from Hufflepuff-yellow to hot pink. Soon, Tonks managed a near perfect impression of the Headmaster's long, crooked nose, and Emily was laughing.
They spent the rest of the feast talking, and Tonks answered whatever questions popped into Emily’s head about the magical world. When she finally confided in Tonks about what Marcus had called her, and her anxiety about her family’s status, Tonks grew furious and offered to 'curse the Slytherin git what said that.' She promised Emily that only the worst sort of wizards cared about one’s heritage.
That night when Emily was getting up to leave the feast she briefly made eye contact with the apparently great and famous Headmaster. Tonks had told to her all about Dumbledore and his many accomplishments, and he had waved to her! Stunned, Emily had waved back. It was a ‘see, it all worked out’ sort of wave, and Emily promised herself that she would remember it.
Accordingly, every major feast since her first, Emily made sure to wave to Dumbledore before “trotting off” to the dormitories—and every feast, he seemed to expect it.
* * *
Emily leaned far out of her circular common room window, smoking a fag. She could get rid of the smoke smell afterwards, but she didn’t want to upset her House mates with it in the meantime.
Emily didn’t smoke often, because she knew her parents wouldn’t like it, and she had made a rule never to smoke alone. At that moment, however, it seemed like a nice time to break it. The grass outside the window rippled in the gentle late-summer breeze, peppered with dandelions illuminated by moonlight.
She was just putting out her cigarette on the stone windowsill when a big black owl landed on the ledge beside her—Tristan’s owl, Siouxsie. Emily detached the letter.
Keen, I know. Siouxsie just got in from mum and dad (they have this whole rant about how it’s kinder to let her fly here then to make her stay in a cage for the trip up, and I won’t bore you with it). Anyway, Higgs and Flint have already started their campaign of terror, but I’ve got something up my sleeve! I bought 31 posters this summer, all muggle bands (obv), and I perfected a sticking spell. I trust they’re both too dim to undo it, and Pritchard isn’t much good at anything except potions and curses anyway. They should stay up a while.
Anyway, what’s up?
PS, continuing with the same electives this term?
PPS, I’m reading Slaughterhouse 5.
Emily padded up to her dorm and rummaged through her trunk for parchment and ink, striking an awkward balance between quick and quiet, and trying not to knock over any of the many potted plants in the dark. Once back in the common room, Emily climbed onto the back of one of the black-and-yellow striped armchairs in order to reach the window. She perched herself on the sill before down her reply.
How in the bleeding hell does your owl deliver you post in your dorm?!?! You told me the Slytherin lair was under the lake! Anyway, I’m continuing with Creatures, and decided not to drop Divination (it’s a load of rubbish, but I get good marks, and I might as well try for an E on the OWL before I drop). Also, Amisha (our prefect) told me we have double potions together first thing tomorrow! Seems cruel of the admin. to schedule Hufflepuff and Slytherin together for potions, but I’m not complaining. Hopefully some of Snape’s crush on you will rub off on me, House prejudice be damned! Who are the posters of?
I’ll roll another fag in the event that Siouxsie doesn’t drown delivering this.
Emily Sunshine Madley
Emily signed her full name with her big, swooping signature, considered for a moment, and then added a postscript.
PS: have you listened to Nirvana at all? They have a new album coming out this month, and it’s supposed to be ace. I heard their first record—I suspect they might have distilled you as a person in order to make it.
PPS: How’s Slaughterhouse 5? I loved Breakfast of Champions.
Emily had just lit her second fag when she saw Siouxsie diving toward her window with Tristan’s reply.
Never question Siouxsie!!! Her powers know no bounds! If you liked Breakfast of Champions, you’ll like Slaughterhouse 5. Ditto on Magical Creatures, plus Muggle Studies again. On a related note, just saying “Snape” and “crush” in the same sentence makes me need a shower. And there I go doing it, great. Anyway, I’ve got about a third of the posters up—the Smiths is hanging on our bathroom ceiling, so hopefully T or M will get a face full of Morissey when they least expect it.
I bought “Bleach” on tape this summer, but I haven’t gotten around to it yet. If it’s my soul distilled or whatever, then I will be sure to snap it in two at my earliest convenience. Also, I found this new band, Blur, that I think you’ll like. We should start making a list for the next Hogsmeade visit.
Bleach by Nirvana
Leisure by Blur
The Fairies? The Nymphs? The Doxies? Whatever, the one you were gushing about on the train.
Tristan R. Bryce
The sun was thinking about rising by the time Emily surrendered to bed. Her and Tristan’s letters had grown longer and longer, and their ‘to do’ list of records reached several centimeters of parchment. She’d smoked too many cigarettes to pass the time between notes, and had developed a sore throat and stuffy nose as a result. Emily wondered vaguely whether a PepperUp potion would fix it, but that was only a distraction from the main question she was avoiding: “R.”
Tristan had only written it because he was parodying her own swooping signature, and she knew better than to ask again.
Surely no name could be so embarrassing that someone would guard it as vigilantly as Tristan had done. After all, Emily’s middle name was ‘Sunshine,’ and she was all right with it.
“Maybe it stands for ‘Rape,’” Laurel had joked at the end of the previous year.
Emily, Isobel, and Laurel had accidentally discovered the existence of ‘R’ when the four of them exchanged exam results over breakfast. At first they all found it amusing that Tristan might have an embarrassing middle name, but he became almost hysterical trying to quell further discussion. He glanced, paranoid, around the Great Hall and whispered desperately that they stop talking about it, as if someone might overhear.
Tristan hadn't just seemed embarrassed by his middle name—the'd seemed offended by it.
* * *
Despite how little sleep she got, Emily woke up at once the following morning. The copper lamp over her four-poster switched on automatically at half eight, bathing her in warm, sunny light. Tearing off her patchwork quilt, Emily rushed towards the washrooms and showered underneath the burnished copper tap.
After throwing on a pair of robes, he raced down the stairs toward the Great Hall, her mousy brown hair still damp. Emily was usually the only student to sport wet hair at breakfast, since magically drying made it go frizzy, and Emily didn’t bother with hair styling potions. She was the first of her friends to breakfast, as usual, since it was her job to save seats at the Hufflepuff table.
Hufflepuffs were more open to sharing their space with other houses, and with Tonks and her crowd gone, there was no longer an established precedent for major cross-house fraternization. Isobel was the next to join, dragging a sullen and puffy eyed Laurel.
“Pass coffee, add arsenic,” Laurel croaked, before collapsing into her seat and dropping her head into her crossed arms.
“Morning Sunshine,” said Isobel, clearly annoyed with Laurel, as she climbed into the seat beside her.
“Morning,” chirped Emily, pouring coffee for Laurel.
“Oh don’t encourage her, she can do it herself. She can also learn how to wake up herself, can’t she?” added Isobel.
“Just give me a Cheer, will you?” begged Laurel.
“No! It’s the first bloody day back!” fumed Isobel as she measured out neat little portions of scrambled eggs and fruit.
“Just a little one? Please,” whined Laurel, her voice muffled from inside the basket of her folded arms.
Isobel made a frustrated sound. “If you overdid it last night then you should know better than to overdo it today,” she said, trying to keep her tone steady.
“Why do you hate me?” moaned Laurel.
“So,” asked Emily, eager to change the subject. “What have you got on today?” Emily indicated to the time-table in Isobel's hand.
“First thing off is Transfig—” Isobel was interrupted by another outburst from Laurel. The exasperation sounded to Emily like the muffled cross between a groan and a scream.
“Bad time?” came Tristan from behind Emily as he took the space beside her.
“Tristan. In the name of Merlin, Cheer me,” commanded Laurel, finally lifting her head.
“Hilaris,” he conceded without question.
Tristan had cast the charm mild, but it was enough for Isobel to have lost the battle.
“You shouldn’t have done that,” said Isobel, shaking her head defeated. “She’s been doing this all summer.”
Tristan’s spellwork did manage to end to Laurel’s whinging, and the four were able to carry on comparing timetables.
“Identical schedules,” Laurel trilled, triumphantly nudging Isobel, oblivious to how it annoyed her friend. “Same Ravenclaw timetable, plus Runes and Arithmancy.”
“I think I might skive off Binns this term. I’m not really bothered about the O.W.L. anyway,” mused Tristan while buttering another slice of toast. “Anyway, me n’ Sunshine have got Snape in a bit. Smoke?” asked Tristan, raising his thumb and forefinger to his lips—the universal sign for 'spark a spliff.'
The others agreed, even though Isobel didn’t smoke before classes, and they head out to the grounds. Once behind the furthest greenhouse from the Entrance Hall doors, Tristan lit the joint and passed it. They made quick work of finishing, since Emily and Tristan still had to make their way down to Snape’s dungeons for double potions.
Twenty minutes later, Emily and Tristan pulled open the heavy door into the potions classroom. Technically they weren’t late, but they were the last to arrive, which felt to Emily like the same thing. At least in Snape’s class.
On the first day of the first class of her fifth year, Emily was glad that she was arriving ‘late’ to her double potions session with the Slytherins. She knew how brazen it seemed to the class—Hufflepuffs on one side, Slytherins on the other—for Emily and Tristan to take a table together at the back, and she was glad for the audience. Tristan was a much greater fan of the subversive than was Emily, at least openly, but she enjoyed the entrance nonetheless. She couldn’t imagine that anyone wouldn’t relish spitting in the face of a useless tradition.
Once they’d seated, Snape rose and glided between rows of tables, unexpectedly criticizing petty flaws and docking points—his usual method of keeping students on edge while he lectured. Emily scribbled on without flinching when Snape swooped past her. She felt guilty that she alone of the Hufflepuffs was immune to the potions master’s intimidation, because she alone had a talisman against it. Snape began the class by explaining the devastation that a Potions O.W.L. below ‘Exceeds Expectations’ would affect. To him, this was a perfect reason to expect his students to work on a highly complicated concoction for the duration of the double period. In this model, thought Emily, any mistake would result in failure. There were dozens of steps in the process and, even if executed perfectly, it would take the whole of class-time to complete.
“Let’s just throw the potion, get kicked out, and take the morning,” whispered Tristan.
“No,” hissed Emily, individually re-counting beetle eyes.
By the end of class Snape had unjustly kicked out four Hufflepuffs and sent one badly burnt Slytherin to the Hospital Wing. Most students moaned over ruined potions, and worked furiously to prevent them issuing any more foul smelling gas or shooting off blinding sparks.
“Three times anti-clockwise, now one time clockwise,” instructed Emily, before adding six and a half drops of bobotuber pus to the brew. Emily had adopted the leadership role, and Tristan seemed perfectly happy, if not amused, to be following her instructions.
Snape slinked over to their workstation:
“Very good Mr. Bryce, but perhaps stir more slowly. This may be the best of the class. Ten points for Slytherin.”
End Note 1: sorry for all the musical references in this chapter, but when it comes to Tristan, it can't be avoided. He listens to the sort of music, and reads the sort of books, that a teenage boy in 1991 would be into. ‘Siouxsie’ is a reference to Siouxsie and the Banshees—a new wave punk band first formed in 1976. Tristan’s the sort of guy who names his owl after a muggle. Morissey is the lead singer of The Smiths--a very melencholy group active during the '80s. Blur is a Britpop band that released their first album, Leisure, in August of 1991. When Tristan went "out" on the last day of summer, he bought their record, (along with a semester's worth of tobacco and marijuana that he smuggled, transfigured, into the castle.) Slaughterhouse 5 and Breakfast of Champions are both books by Kurt Vonnegut. And, because we're talking about angsty teenagers in 1991--Nirvana can't be avoided. Bleach was released in 1989, followed up by Nevermind in September of 1991. Nirvana was significantly influenced by The Pixies (who Tristan misremember as The Doxies).
End Note 2: At the end of Chapter Two I mentioned “a thousand students,” while in Chapter Three, I described “hundreds of young voices.” As I mentioned, JK Rowling's word is divine law. BUT--I also said that Harry's class was much larger than Emily's had been. Therefore, in order to resolve the paradox, I switch randomly every time I describe the total student body, because: magic.
End Note 2: The character ‘Reece Pritchard’ is derived from ‘Graham Pritchard’—named in The Goblet of Fire, and Sorted into Slytherin. Reece is either his older brother, or his cousin.
End Note 4: Emily's Wand is Redwood, with a Unicorn hair core, twelve inches, delicate. According to Pottermore: '[Redwood wands] are strongly attracted to witches and wizards who already possess the admirable ability to fall on their feet, to make the right choice, to snatch advantage from catastrophe'—for that reason, they are considered lucky.
From the online wood database: 'Redwood heartwood color can range from a light pinkish brown to a deep reddish brown…Figure such as curly grain and/or burl clusters are occasionally seen… Redwood lumber is very soft and lightweight, with a decent strength-to-weight ratio'
And from Pottermore again: 'Unicorn wands generally produce the most consistent magic, and... are generally the most difficult to turn to the Dark Arts. They are the most faithful of all wands," but "are prone to melancholy if seriously mishandled, meaning that the hair may ‘die’ and need replacing."
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