Chapter 13 : Everyone Has a Secret
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After the two week mark, there was no stopping me and Draco. We were going on two months without getting caught. I had never been so happy in my entire life.
And it's all thanks to Draco. Being with him was like nothing else. I loved him so much. He was so good to me, he loved me,and the sex was outrageous. Though, sometimes I wish our relationship wasn't a secret. But then Draco would say something sweet or kiss me, and made me forget all about it.
And Blaise was the best secret keeper ever. Kind of.
"When are you two going to stop sneaking around?" He asked.
"When we finally get caught." Draco said kissing me on the cheek. Blaise always looked highly uncomfortable when Draco and I showed affection towards eachother. I don't know why.
"I can't keep this secret forever, you know." He said.
"You're not really keeping a secret you're just not telling people about us." I said. "Don't be so negative Blaisey."
Blaise smiled at the little nickname I had given him, like he always did.
"I just don't want you guys to be in deep shit." He said.
"We're way passed that." Draco chuckled. "Isn't that right babe?" He asked me.
"Oh yeah. We passed that what? The day I kissed Bret?" I said.
"Don't remind me of that guy. Stupid git."
"But amazing kisser." I smirked.
Oh, yeah?" Draco asked. "Better than this?" He kissed me, and I felt the same pleasure I had when we shared our first kiss. It's amazing he can still make me feel like that.
"Okay, okay, can we focus?" Blaise said.
"Right sorry. What were you saying?" I asked.
"I don't want this to blow up." He said.
"Don't worry, mate, it won't." Draco said.
"Yeah, don't worry so much Blaisey." I said. And again he smiled.
"What's so important that I had to postpone plans with my boyfriend?" I asked Ron.
A smile was plastered on his face. "I asked Hermione out."
"No way!" I exclaimed. "That's great!" I hugged him, and he picked me up with enthusiasm. "So she said yes?"
"Not yet. Neville interupted us, but she says we'll talk later." Ron explained.
"You have to tell me the moments she answers." I said.
"Okay, I know how to reach you." He said. I stood up on my tip toes to give him a peck on the lips, before leaving.
Ron and I had become very close, and still no one knew we were friends. Besides Draco, he was the person I was closest to. He really helped me when Draco and I didn't exactly see eye to eye.
So that's two secret relationships I have. I wonder how long they'll stay secret...
Keeping Draco and Jolina's secret is becoming hard. Especially considering the circumstances. Every day, I had to see them be together, and not say a word to anyone. Some days I wanted to scream out that they were together in front of everyone,but I know I'd regret it.
Draco is my best mate. I can't do that to him. But why couldn't he be with someone else? Anyone but Jolina? That would make things easier. They're breaking rules, and playing with fire. But I suppose I am too with all the secrets I've been keeping.
There's Draco and Jolina's dating secret, Jolina's secret about her being friends with Weasley (she has no idea I know), Pansy's two year long secret, and my own secret.
I feel like I'm going to explode and shout out all the secrets. I expect I'd shout mine first, and then Pansy's. Pansy had done some horrible things. What's worse is I helped her. Only because she knew my secret. I didn't even really benefit from what she did.
I don't even know how she found out my secret. I thought I was careful with it, apparently I wasn't. Next thing I know,Pansy is blackmailing me, saying if I didn't help her, she would tell everyone, so I had to agree.
You're probably wondering what my secret is. If it's that big to where no one can know.
Here it is. I'm in love...with Jolina. Crazy right? But I've always been in love with her. That's why I'm always flirting with her. I've thought about telling her hundreds of times, but with Draco being my best mate, it would be a disaster. Besides, I knew she didn't feel the same way. She wanted Draco. She always has.
I could tell by the way she looked at him, the way she'd light up when he was around. One advantage to helping Pansy was she wanted Draco and if she had him, Jolina couldn't. Didn't that backfire?
When I found out they slept together, I felt sick. When I found out they were in love with eachother, I was hurting really bad. But she was happy and that's all I ever wanted for her. So, I kept the secret. I just hope it's enough.
"Hey, Blaise." Pansy said sitting next to me.
"What's up?" I asked.
"Do you remember when I required your help two years ago?" She asked.
"Yes." I said quietly.
"Well, I require it again. Now tell me, who is your precious little Jolina dating?"
"Jolina has a boyfriend?" I asked, hoping I sounded convincing.
"She really is keeping it a secret. Forget I said anything about that. Moving on. Who did Draco cheat on me with?"
"I don't know." I said firmly, praying she couldn't see through my lie.
"He didn't tell you?" She asked. I shook my head.
Pansy sighed. "There's too many secrets between the four of us. It's a miracle we're still friends." I completely agreed with her.
"Well, you know nothing." She said getting up. "But if you find something out, you'll tell me, won't you?"
"Of course." I answered, and she walked away.
She was right there were too many secrets. I had to tell Jolina the truth. Luckily just as I was thinking that, she was coming down the stairs.
"Can we talk,Jolina?" I asked.
"Um, I'm running late." She said.
"Well, what about tonight?" I suggested.
"Sure." She smiled. Merlin, was her smile amazing!
"Just don't tell Draco." I said.
"Why?" She asked.
"Just please don't." I repeated.
"All right, Blaisey." She said walking away. I loved it when she called me Blaisey.
Blaise was of no help whatsoever. I thought he would have some information on what Draco and Jolina are up to, but he has none. He's not as useful as he was two years ago.
With the rate I'm going, I'm not going to find out what's going on until we're in seventh year, and by then, I won't give a fuck anymore. This is upseting.
A few minutes after talking to Blaise, I walk out of the common room disappointed. Just as I do, I see Jolina turning a corner. I decided to follow her. Maybe I'd find out who her mystery boyfriend is. I think I will, she seems to be acting secretive.
Finally, she stops in some deserted corridor. I put my hand over my mouth to keep from gasping. Waiting for Jolina is Ron Weasley! No wonder she kept it a secret.
I watch as they kiss eachother quickly. Unfortunately, I can't hear what they're saying. There wasn't much of an echo, so I just watch. Weasley takes her hands in his and says something, and she squeals and throws her arms around his neck.
"I can't believe it!" She exclaimed loudly. "I'm so happy!" Aww, he made her happy! I could tell she loved being with him, and he felt the same way. I decided to keep this to myself, she looks too ecstatic.
"I hoped you would." Weasley said.
I couldn't believe they were together, but they did look kind of cute.
"So, tomorrow, Hogsmeade?" Jolina asked.
"Yep." He said.
"Okay, I should go." She said.
"All right." He said looking as though he didn't want to leave her. How sweet.
They hugged tightly, and kissed again before going their seperate ways.
One secret down, on to go.
My luck is great today. I'm now following Draco, who will hopfully lead me to the slut that stole him from me. I lost him for a moment, but then I found him in a hallway, talking to Jolina.
Great. A dead end. Or maybe not. What if used Jolina's secret to find out Draco's? I could tell him I know who Jolina is dating, and I'll tell him if he tells me who cheated on me with. But I won't really tell him she's dating Weasley. I don't want to see her happiness wrecked by Draco. Perfect!
I focus back on Draco and Jolina and I'm astounded to see Draco leaning in to kiss Jolina. I watch as she doesn't push him away, but kissed him back. What the fuck is going on?! Jolina is supposed to b dating Weasley, not Draco!
The little slut! But I can't fully blame her. I know it was Draco who persued this relationship. Jolina would never do something like that.
They pulled away smiling. "So, are we still on for tonight?" Draco asked.
"Um, I kind of have plans." Jolina replied.
"With who? Your other boyfriend?" So he knew she had another boyfriend, but he didn't know.
"How did you know?" She laughed.
"Come on, tell me who it is." Draco said.
"No one important."
"Then cancel the plans. I want to be with you tonight." He begged.
Now I understood what was going on. Draco was trying to get Jolina to leave her boyfriend (Weasley) so they could be together. She didn't know who to choose though.
"I'll try." She said.
"Okay." He kissed her again. I noticed that he kissed her with more passion that he ever kissed me with. I was disgusted. My ex and my best friend! But I knew it wasn't Jolina's fault. I knew after Draco was bored with the girl he cheated on me with, he set his sights on Jolina. I knew how persuasive Draco could be. How good he could make a girl feel.
Which is why I'm going to help Jolina by making Draco end things with her, so she could be with Weasley. I had a great plan.
I'm brought back to reality by a giggle. Draco's lips are on Jolina's neck, doing Merlin knows what. Her eyes are closed in what seems to be pure pleasure. I gape as Draco's hands travel all over her body, touching her in a way he never touched me.
Jolina tried to push him away, but it was like he was stuck to her. She tried again, and he reluctantly let go.
"Let's save that for tonight." She whispered.
"Oh fuck it." He said. "Let's do right here."
Oh, Merlin! They're fucking eachother?! Of course they are! They're the most sex craved fifth years.
"I wish." She laughed.
"Then let's do it." Draco said sliding his hands up her thighs.
I swear if they have sex in this hallway, I'll scream!
"No." Jolina said firmly. "But we will tonight."
"I don't know if I can wait that long." He whispered.
"Well, you'll have to. Let's get out of here." She said. They shared another passionate kiss.
"I love you." Draco said softly.
"I love you too." Jolina replied. They walked away holding hands.
Something isn't right. Jo is keeping secrets from me. She won't tell me who she has plans with tonight. I know I shouldn't be worried, but I am. What if she really did have some other boyfriend I don't know about? I know she laughed about it when I brought it up, but what if she was just covering something up?
No. She's not. Jo loves me, and only me. I was good to her, she didn't need anyone else. The sex was amazing, she didn't want it from some other guy. Right?
I was walking to the common room when Pansy stopped me. "Can we talk?" She asked.
"Sure." I said. Maybe she was finally over me.
I followed her up to her room she grabbed two cups from her nightstand and handed one to me as we sat down.
"Tell me something." She started. "How long did you think you and Jolina could sneak around?"
I gaped at her. What?! How did she find out?! "I-I..."
She shook her head. "How long has this been going on?" She asked.
My mouth was so dry, and I was about to take a sip from the cup when I relaized there could be Veritiserum in it. So I didn't drink it. "F-for awhile." I stuttered.
"All right, then. I have a proposal for you." Pansy said very calmly. "I will tell you who Jolina is meeting tonight, if you tell me everything."
I thought for a moment. Well, she already knew about me and Jo. And if didn't take a drink, I could twist the story. I needed to know who she was meeting.
"Okay." I said. "After I got bored with the girl I cheated on you with-"
"Who was she?" Pansy asked.
"Um, I'm kind of embarassed to say." I lied.
"Was she a Gyffindor?!"
"Uh, yeah." I said quickly.
She gave me a disgusted look. "Don't tell me who, I don't want to know. Continue."
"Okay, well, after that, I started seeing Jo differently, as way more than a friend. I wanted her really bad. One night, we were in my room, and I kissed her. Then things got intense and we..."
"Had sex." Pansy finished for me.
"Yeah." I said. "After that, I continued to crave her. We've been seeing eachother ever since."
"Okay." She said quietly. I felt sort of bad for telling her.
Feeling like it was safe to, I took a drink. "I'm sorry that I'm seeing your best friend." I said.
"What happened to us, Draco?" Pansy asked.
"I don't know." I said taking another drink and feeling tingly all of a sudden. "I wanted something different."
"But we were so good together."
"Yeah, we were." I agreed. I was feeling drawn to Pansy, and I wasn't sure why.
"We really had something special." She continued. She moved closer. For some reason, I wanted her to be even closer. I took another sip. Now I wanted to touch her. What was happening?!
"Don't you miss us?" She asked leaning in to kiss me hard on the mouth. I wanted to push her away, but I couldn't. Instead I kissed her back, putting my hands on her. I wanted to stop, I really did. I kept thinking of Jo. What she would say when she found out about this. But I still couldn't stop. And I knew it was because of what Pansy put in my drink.
Do I feel bad about spiking Draco's drink? Kind of. But it was the only way my plan could work. I only wished it was of Draco's own choice that he had sex with me. It was still enjoyable, but I knew his mind was on Jolina the whole time, and that the sex meant nothing to him.
Oh, well, I'll get over it. By the time the sex was ending, I knew the potion making Draco uncontrollably attracted to me was wearing off. After a few minutes of just lying there, Draco suddenly bolts up.
"What have I done?!" He asked before quickly getting dressed. He looked paler than usual. I got dressed also.
"What am I gonna do about Jo?" He asked.
"Dump her." I said.
Draco looked bewildered. "No."
"I'll tell her you cheated with me." I threatened.
"No, I will!" He said quickly. "She'll understand. I wasn't acting on my own accord. She'll forgive me.
"Draco, if you don't dump Jolina, I will tell everyone that you've been sneaking around with eachother behind my back. That will ruin Jolina's life. Everyone will hate her and they'll think she's a boyfriend stealing slut. Then she'll leave you to try to make things right,you know she will. But she will still be shunned by everyone. Is that what you want for her?" I asked.
Draco froze. I knew I had him. He'd never let anything like that happen to his precious Jolina.
"Fine." He said sadly. "I'll dump her."
"Not only that, but you will be my boyfriend again. If you tell Jolina that I'm making you do this,I'll tell everyone, understand?"
"Yes." He whispered.
"All right, run along. Enjoy your last night with her." I said. "I want you two over before we go to Hogsmeade."
Draco nodded, and walked out of the room numbly. I wish I didn't have to do this, but I told him he would pay...
A/N: So, crazy chapter, right? Will Draco follow through on dumping Jo? If he does, how will Jo take it? All in the next chapter. Thanks for reading!
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