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My Heart belongs to Black... by Malfoylover01
Chapter 3 : Why I Love Them...
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This has been week from hell first I have been avoiding all my friends so I find myself always in the Library, classes and Great Hall on my own so that sucks, if Sev wasn't still in the hospital I might have had someone with that being said he should be coming out today so hopefully he will be in potions with me. Back to you this week has been hell I have been feel like shit I keep forgetting to take my medicine so that has been making me feel worse I can tell people are notching the complete change in me but due to them being scared of me they won't say anything which I'm kind of glad of but I heard Remus looks a lot worse than me.


I overheard Lily and Alice talking the other day maybe they didn't realised I was there or they did and wanted me to hear, anyway it seem the guys aren't taking the silent treatment from me too well. Sirius won't talk to anyone only if they have asked him a direct question, James hasn't pulled one prank yet which is unlike him Peter isn't eating proper saying he's ill and Remus hasn't been sleeping it kills me that I'm causing so much pain but it has to be done if they care for me so much they tell me what the secret is. Anyway I should get to potions I'm kind of late.


When I walk in to potion I knew straight away that everyone was talking about me cause they all stopped talking and turned to look at me but I'm not bothered I can see Sev in the corner smiling at me this week seems to be look up I thought as I walk up to sit next to him I heard people whispered.


“She looks like hell”


“Did you hear she cut out all her old friend for a Slytherin?”


“Maybe she going out with him”


After that I just blocked it out as I sat next to Sev, I turned to look at him he must've heard everyone too but he just laugh because me and him both know, He is the as James totally and completely in love with Lily Evans so I had to Laugh to for the first time this week. He lent back and wants loud another for everyone to hear.


“It true you do look like hell ever heard of makeup it does charms.”


Everyone want quiet I just rolled my eyes as I got my book out my bag.


“Whatever Snape look who's talking you just come out the hospital wing and you still look like shit.”


He smiled at me.


“Well I think your mate did me a favour these scars going to make me look a little older.”


I winced a little remembering what happened then turned to smile back at him.


“Yeah makes you look about 200 to 300 years old”


He just rolled his eyes as the teachers walk in.


“Now class we will be making Love potion today”


“What fun maybe you should tell you friends to watch their drinks.”


Snape whispered in my ear I couldn't help but laugh which made everyone look at us.


“Is there something funny Miss Pingilton”


The professor asks.


“No professor just Mr Snape was explaining how the potion work that all.”


The professor smiled everyone knew he love Sev because he's one of his number one students.


“Well of course Mr Snape is very good at all the potion I forgot, thanks you Mr Snape for taking care of Miss Pingilton.”


Sev just smiled then turned to look at me as he answered.


“Any time sir you know how Miss Pingilton is with her potions she can sometime get thing mugged up.”


I tried to stop myself laughing the teacher was so dumb he just nodded and carried on with his lesson while Snape just kept look at me.


“Nice save Luc”


“Learnt from the best”


I said as I wrote down the note the professor was putting on the board.


“Not that I don't love having you for company but why aren't you with the rest of your friends?”


I turned to look at the back of the class where all my friend are, they where looking at us with sad eye I couldn't bare look anymore so I just shook my head and turned to look back at Sev who just raised his eyebrows at me.


“We had a fight after Sirius hit you I can't put up with their lies and secrets any more they wouldn't even tell me what the real reason was behind him hitting you in the first place so I said I need some time and space for a while.”


Snape just nodded, turned to look at them and then back to me.


“But don't you have a secret too?”


“Yeah but it not like I'm not going to tell them I just wanted to wait for the right time they won’t tell me cause their afraid I won’t love them anymore.”


Snape just laugh and I turned to look at him and he was still looking at them when he said.


“Wow they really don't have any faith in you do they because to be fair to you it won't be that big of a secret.”


He turned to look at me again I just smiled I love how he has so much faith in me, it made me feel a little better.


“Yeah well it seem only you think that anyway how did you find out the secret?”


Snape just smiled and look kind of proud of himself.


“Well because I'm so smart I work it out it weren't hard if you put all the clues together you could work it out too”


I played with my hair and then look at him.


“Well I could or maybe you could tell me instead.”


Before he could answer someone drop and smashed something at the back of the room as we turned around I saw that it was Remus who had caused the noise but he wasn't paying attention to the mess on the floor, he was just looking between me and Sev with worried eye, I heard Sev laugh next to me and turned to him and raised my eyebrow at him he just shook his head and want.


“To answer your question no I cannot just tell you what it is because it not my secret to tell and two I like not to be in the hospital wing again so soon after getting out.”


I just laugh, shook my head and want loud enough so they could hear me at the back.


“Fine I work it out on my own but I am telling you now if it some stupid I will hurt them.”


Snape laugh and shook his head.


“Whatever I think they heard you so go and get the ingredients detective Lucy”


I stuck my tongue out at him, as I got up I got extremely light headed with the last thing I remember before blacking out is Snape shouting my name.


Oh my god why is it so loud don't people respect other people sleep time any more oh my head is banging wait where am I.


As I opened my eyes I saw who was causing all the shouting my big very angry friends yelling at poor Madame Pomfrey.


“What do you mean you can't tell us what wrong with her?”


Sirius yelled.


“Come on she is our friend we have a right to know.”


James and Remus yelled together and Peter nodded in agreement.


“Come on Madame Pomfrey I know what going on so I don't know why you don't tell me.”


Snape yelled who was by my surprise standing next Sirius who looks like he agreed with him. I couldn't hold it in anymore I had to laugh they all looked so cute standing next to each other and shouting on my behalf. This was soon regrettable decision as it cause once I had started laughing every single one of them came rushing toward me, even though they are my friends you would also be scared if 5 tall and very large boys came running at you all at once but thankfully Madame Pomfrey got there before them and stopped them from jumping on me.


“Ok boys slow down we don't want Miss Pingilton to pass out again with you all running at her like you are going to attack her.”


Then she turned to look at me, I just smiled pretend that all my body wasn't hurting.


“Are you feeling better Miss Pingilton you can stay in for a little long if you still feel a bit off?”


“No Miss I'm aright it just I didn't have any breakfast this morning that all sorry for worry you”


Madame Pomfrey just smiled at me and patted my head.


“It aright dear but like I have told you before you have to eat, anyway I will just go and get you your things then you are free to go ok”


I just nodded as she walks away I turned to look at the boys and laughed again from the look on their faces.


“And what is so funny Luc?”


Snape ask while the other guy just nodded in agreement which made me laugh harder.


“Oh nothing I just never thought I see the day when all of you get along it warms my heart and gives me my first memory for my locket.”


Sirius, Peter, James and Remus all look shocked but Snape just rolled his eyes


“Well when someone we all care about fainted in potions of course we put our differences aside to make sure she is alright.”


Even though I know he was trying to keep his cool I could see the worry in his eyes I must of really scared him. I leaned over and rubbed his arm.


“I'm aright Sev please stop worrying.”


He just rolled his eyes and grabbed my hand.


“Easy for you to say I nearly had a heart attack when you fainted on me”


I just laugh and give him my puppy dog’s eyes.


“I'm really sorry Sev please forgive me”


He just rolled his eyes again my puppy dogs eye have never worked on him like it does everyone else.


“Whatever Lucy if you do that again we will be having more than a few word anyway gotta get back to lesson so see you later.”


He walk off leaving me and the other four lads which was kind of awakened I think they stood and I sat there for about 10 minutes till I got bored and tried to start a conversion.


“So how you been.”


They just all looked like I was mad or something but strangely enough it was Peter who answered.


“Well seeming one of our best mates have blown us off because she can't handle us keep a secret it has been pretty shit how about you.”


Wow when did Pete get a little bit of a back bone of course it won’t least but I kind of like it.


“Wow Pete blunt but ok well seeming I am the one laying in the hospital bed it been just as bad for me and for your information I never said I did not want to be friends with you again it just I needed some space that all.”


“Well you had a week it that long another for you or do you want some more time if you not done hurting us.”


James said looking at the ground refusing to look at me, with the other three just nodded in agreement. Ok now I'm getting pissed off they believe that I'm doing this just to hurt them I would never.


“OK listen here and listen closely I never did any of this to hurt you guys and for you to say I am is making this a lot hard then it already is and I was already to forgive you and be friends again but....”


But like on the train I couldn't finish the sentence as they all jump on me.


“Really you really going to forgive us please say yes.”


I couldn’t help but laugh as Remus does rabble on when he’s happy, it was just at this time when Madame Pomfrey walk in.


“I'm glad you are all good friends but could you please get off her before you crush her to death.”


I have never seen them jump up so fast before due to them jumping up so fast they all fell on their asses which made me laugh harder.


“Ok that has to be memory number two, you’re making this to easy haha.”


 Madame Pomfrey just shook her head and walk over to me.


“Here you go dear, please will you eat more and you have to check in with me next week for...”


But before she could finishes I butted in.


“Yeah Wednesday I be there thank you, see you then.”


She just nodded and walks back into her office as I got up, turned and looked at the boys


“Well come on then let go to the kitchen and get something to eat.”


“Erm Luc does that mean we're friends again?”


Sirius ask looking at me worried as did the other three I couldn't help but laugh.


“Guy we were never not friends I just needed space so come on.”


As I started to walk off, I heard them start to walk behind me when I suddenly remembered something and turned around to look at them.


“Oh yeah I will find out your little secret, don't interrupt me James”


I said holding my hand up to stop James cutting in and telling me not to bother I stepped a little closer to look at them one by one and carried on.


“Listen you can't stop me trying to work it out, as well all know I have never listened to you guys before when you tell me not to do stuff so I'm not going start now. I will find out you secret and after we'll talk about it ok.”


They all just nodded looking more worried than they did before, I just turned around and carried on walking to the kitchen thinking to myself this will be one of the trickiest things I will ever try and work out.




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