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Fix You by Siriuslover177
Chapter 1 : Fix You
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When you try your best but you don't succeed

“Leave me alone Hermione! I can’t take this anymore, from any of you guys. You’re so smart; you can do anything you want. Harry is strong, everyone loves him, he can beat anyone at spells. Even my sister is stronger than me. I am a failure. I’m done with all of you guys; just let me be, really,” Ron yelled in a saddened voice, as if all hope was gone from his life, as if the war had defeated more than just Voldemort.

When you get what you want but not what you need

“He doesn’t want our help Harry, he needs it. There is a big difference. If we don’t help him soon, we might lose him forever. We need to help him, before it’s too late.”

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

“He doesn’t sleep anymore, I can see the dark bags underneath his eyes. I can hear him in his room, crying; screaming. It’s not Ron anymore, I don’t know who it is,” his mother informed us all, tears falling down more than just her face. There wasn’t a dry face in that room.

Stuck in reverse

“We were all supposed to move on from the war, even George is okay without Fred, but it’s worse now than before. He isn’t Ron, he is a totally different person,” his father agreed.

And the tears come streaming down your face

“I love him guys, not just like a friend either. I need him, I feel like I cannot breath without him close to me. I cry every night, I wish we were back at Hogwarts, I never wanted to grow up so fast.” I cried to his family, I needed him back.

When you lose something you can't replace

“It’s like all the happiness was cut out of him, never to come back. We were all sad after the war, no doubt about it. But as we all moved on, he stayed back, living in the memories of all the horrible things that went on. He lost his innocence; he’s seen things he will never forget. He doesn’t want to be happy anymore,” Harry cried for the first time in months, he’s been so strong, for all of us.

When you love someone but it goes to waste

“He doesn’t seem to love me anymore. He kissed me during the war, told me he loved me; I want that back, I felt so safe in his arms, holding onto me with all the love in the world. Why did he have to lose it?”

Could it be worse?

“This is the worst I’ve ever seen him, it’s like every horrible thing that has ever happened to him is playing like a movie inside his head. He could crack at any moment. I am afraid for my son, I need him back home.”

Lights will guide you home

“He’s too ashamed to come back here, he told me right before he left. He told me he wished he was a better brother to me, but he needed to leave. I was the last one to see him before he left,” Ginny shook in her chair, Harry’s arms were wrapped around her already, his love for her was unbearable for me to watch.

And ignite your bones

“He needs help, he needs to talk about his feelings. Without doing so he might as well be dead now. He needs to find the happiness in life again,” George finally spoke; he’s taken the death of Fred the worst of anyone, but he was getting better. He wanted to fix Ron more than dwell on one who could never be mended again.

And I will try to fix you

“We will help him. No matter how hard he pushes away, we will push harder. No matter how many rude and hurtful things he says to any of us we need to help him. He needs to realize we love him, and we are just trying to fix him. He needs help and no matter how much he doesn’t want it, he will get it; if not from you guys, from me. I love him, and I’ll do whatever I can to make sure he knows that,” I told them all, standing up, looking at all of them as if it’s all or nothing for this. They stood with me, and we made an unsaid vow that day to fix anyone who needed it, anyone who was down. We knew that whatever would happen, there was always someone there getting you though the pain.

And high up above or down below

Whether we’re happy or sad I know that I will have someone’s hand to hold the whole ride though. They are my family, and I want to let Ron know that he doesn’t need to go through this alone. He has us.

When you're too in love to let it go

Some might have given up, but I know that he is worth every tear, every fight, every nightmare that I will wake up with him not with us, with me. He is worth it all.

But if you never try, you'll never know

I need to let him do this by himself. I realize this. I know that he will get better; I need to give him a chance. I know he’ll do the right thing, he always does.

Just what you're worth

He will, one day realize that more people than imaginable care about him. He isn’t just the person there, he has helped us so much, We wouldn’t be here without him, truly. I love him so much.

Lights will guide you home

He will come home, I know it. Just like before with the deluminator, he will find his way home. He just needs to find the light again.

And ignite your bones

He will get better, I know it.

And I will try to fix you

“I’ll help you, I know you can do it, Ron; you just need to trust me.”

Tears stream down your face

“It’s alright to cry, just let it out, all the pain, sadness, and anger. Right now, please.”

When you lose something you cannot replace

“I lost Fred, Remus, Tonks, everyone that night. You don’t understand! I will never be the same person as that night, Hermione, never. I’m sorry.”

Tears stream down your face

I pulled him into a hug; I know that no matter what, no words would change his mind. He needs to find this answer on his own, with me there holding his hand while he did it.

And I

I’ll never stop loving you, never. I will be by your side for the rest of your life.

Tears stream down your face

“Don’t cry, Hermione. I’m trying, I really am.”

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

“I will get better, I know I will, I just need to do this one alone. I need to prove to myself I am strong enough, that I am the one who helped kill Voldemort, that I am the Ron Weasly everyone is telling me I am.”

Tears stream down your face

“It will get better.”

And I

“I love you, Hermione.”

Lights will guide you home

“Home is where you are.”

And ignite your bones

“I will get better.”

And I will try to fix you

“You don’t need to help me anymore, Hermione. I am alright, truly I am. It’s our turn; Harry’s hurting, he needs our help.”



Authors Note:

October 12th, 2011

I love this song so much, I hope you liked it.
Comments and or reviews are in that little box down there!
Hope you liked it (:
Song is by Coldplay, called “Fix You” it’s an amazing song (:




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