3 weeks. 3 weeks since my Brother, Best friend and Ex-Boyfriend left to save the world. Not that I care of course.
They just vanished one night without a goodbye or a note. Leaving mum in hysterics and the rest of us trying to pick up the pieces. The order have been trying to find them before the ministry does. But no luck, as Dad always said if they don't want to be found they won't be found.
We're leaving for Hogwarts tomorrow. When I say we I mean I. It's just me this year, the youngest Weasley off to her 6th year at school. Something tells me Mums going to be extra teary this time. Although I don't blame her.
Am I excited to go back? To be honest, no. With Dumbledore gone and Snape
as headmaster Hogwarts won't be the same. Instead of being one of the safest places in the Wizarding World its going to turn into a place full of darkness and fear. Well that’s only my opinion, Slytherins are bound to be delighted.
The day we found out that Snape was going to be Headmaster if I say we were shocked that would be a major understatement. Fred and George were the worst. They went mad. No, honest they did at first they thought it was just some sick joke before we showed them the letter. Then the yelling started.
There have been rumours that two Death Eaters, the Carrows I think they're called, are teaching at Hogwarts. I don't won't to believe it but I know it's true.
Me and Neville have been writing to each other ever since we found out Snape was Headmaster. True he is a year older than me but we both understand the changes that are going to happen this year. Most people think he's a soft untalented wizard but he really isn't. The past year he's started to actually be his self. He might not know it but I have a feeling he will prove his bravery soon.
Yes it's going to be a hard year full of death and heart ache but I guess we just have to take it in our stride.
Harry, Ron and Hermione are going to have the hardest time I understand that but I just wish they could be hear to help us through this year. I have no idea where and why they left. Of course they wouldn't tell me anything, they never did I was always left out of everything. Until the ministry incident but even then I was in the shadows most of the time. They still think I'm a baby even though I have been through more than any 15 year old I know. That’s why Harry dumped me, for some stupid noble reason and the fact that he thinks I can't look after myself.
He still likes me, I just know it. The way he stared at me at the wedding and when I gave him his 'Birthday present' the lust he had as if he was longing to go further but of course we didn't.
Do I still like him? Yes I love him but he doesn't know that. If we both get through this war maybe I will have the guts to tell him.
If it wasn't for the distance I would tell him right here right know.
Damn you distance damn you...
Did you know that in my bible Reviews are god? Thanks for reading :) my first ever fan fic so sorry if it isn't that good might do an actual 'story' if I get some good reviews :)
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