”Lily?! Lily! Honey! Stay with me come on! Lily pleas! Talk to me!” there is no response. Come on Lily, pleas don’t disappear pleas stay with me! I hold my little daughter, my only daughter in my hands she is shaking and half screaming her skirt and shirt is covered in blood, and she get paler and paler.
“Harry?! Whats wrong?! What’s happening?” I can see Ginny trying to run over to us but there are too many people to make it possible for her to run, she actually hits paparazzi down, well I don’t think it’s the first time she does that.
“It’s Lily, there is something wrong with the baby!” this was too hard for her to handle, I knew this was too hard for her.
“GET OUT OF MY WAY! THAT’S MY DAUGHTER!” I hear Ginny shout and people moves quite fast, and I see Hermoini and Ginny comes running towards us, and Luna, Rose and Al right behind them. I really don’t want the children see this, but I guess I can’t do anything to keep them away. For the first time in my whole life I see tears escaping form Al’s eyes. Ginny sits down besides me.
“Not my little baby, pleas Lily, come on look at mummy, pleas open your eyes.” Ginny whispers.
“I want James and Al…” Lily whispers then she stops screaming and shaking.
“Lily pleas, stay with me princess.” It’s my turn to whisper now and I hold Lily close to my chest, her skin has turned cold and I can barely hear her hart rhythm. Pleas princess haven’t I lost enough?
“Harry, the healers are on their way, Healer Cullen said he to was coming. But it may take some time before they get her, we should get her out of this mess and we have to try to keep her calm, and they told us to try to keep in touch with her, you have to keep trying to keep her awake.” Hermoini tries to sound calm but I can see in her eyes that she too is nerves.
“Your rigth, come on let’s get her out of here.” I lift Lily; she is so light it shouldn’t even be possible to be so light when you’re pregnant and starting to show. A man comes up to us and says they have a room fixed, we follow him in and I can see al coming behind us.
“What’s happening? Mum is she okey?”
“I’m not sure, she will be okey, Hermoini can you get the kids to Molly’s they don’t need to see this.”
“Yes, come on you guys let’s go. Should I contact James?” Hermoini looks at me, but before I can answer Al interups.
“I want to be with Lily I’m not a little child dad.” He looks very serious at me.
“Al you are not coming with us.”
“She asked for me and James don’t think I didn’t hurt her, dad maybe I can help you pleas just let me stay, me and Lily hasn’t been the best of friends lately, I need to stay with her.” Al begs he looks so sad.
“Okey but Albus this can be hard to look at, and I have a feeling she won’t be getting any better. “ I try to get my youngest son to go with Hermoini but it’s quite hard, because I know him and Lily have been fighting a lot, Lily thinks Jenny takes to much time and doesn’t think he cares for Lily anymore, and Lily doesn’t want to talk to him anymore, so I think when she finally cried out his name he is thinking she has forgiven him.
“DAD! I want to come. I won’t leave!” he shouts and I think I have lost I won’t get him to leave with Hermoini what ever I do.
“Okey stay. Hermoini pleas contact James and get him to go to the burrow I don’t want everyone at St. Mungos before Lily has woken up. I’ll call you when things have calmed down okey?”
“Okey harry, I’ll tell people if you don’t want to tell them you’re self.” I just nod because Lily has started to shake, and that makes me nervous.
Hermoini raises and manages to drag Luna and Rose out of there, but they don’t seem very happy about having to leave, and Hermoini has to shout at Rose to make her do as she is told.
Al is walking besides me and so Is Ginny, they both look so worried, and I can understand that because she is shaking and she opens her eyes again.
“IT HURTS! DO SOMETHING! WHAT GOING ON!” She screams out in pain.
“Shh Lily, daddy is here, I’m going to take care of you.”
“SO MAKE IT STOP! RIGHT NOW!” She screams again, and we enter the empty room they made ready for us. Lily stops screaming when I lie her down on the bed they made ready.
“It’s cold.” There is a last whisper from her. I take her to my arms and hold her there tight. She has this sudden cramps, and when Healer Cullen enters the room Lily stop breathing.
“NO HONEY! Stay with me come on breath, breath pleas breath.”
“Mr. Potter, You have to let go of your daughter we need to get her to ST. Mungos as soon as possible.” I don’t want to let go, but I have to... Come on harry it’s not that hard. Healer Cullen comes over and lifts Lily out of my arms.
“I’ll get her to St.Mungos, you can follow me there.” Healer Cullen is the first to leave I take Albus by the arm and apart to St.Mungos right away, as we arrive I see lily being put on a bed and the take her into a room, we’r not allowed into.
I’m out running tying to get my thoughts of Lily’s trial, I really shouldn’t be thinking about this, but I was supposed to come and be there for her, but she said she didn’t want me there. So I won’t be there.
Suddenly my music stops playing and turns to my ringing tone.
“Hello, this is James speaking.”
“James? This is Aunt Hermoini speaking. I have some unpleasant news for you.” what have happened now. Can they have lost the trial? No they couldn’t have? Could they? “its lily, she has been taken to St. Mungos.” Hermoini’s voice is shaking and I can totally see why she is nervous.
“WHAT?! WHY?! WHAT HAS HAPPENED?!” Lily my poor Lily, she can’t go there?!
“I think she is having a miscarriage. She passed out in a lot of pain after the trial, I think she has had that pain all day long but didn’t telly anyone, and they weren’t able to make contact with her, and we still haven’t heard from your parents jet, they wanted you to come to Molly’s and wait for news.” Aunt speaks fast and it’s quite hard to get what she is actually saying.
“but wait? To the burrow? Why can’t I go to St.Mungos and meet mum and dad there?”
“because your parents didn’t want anyone there before things where a bit more stable. James pleas.”
“okey, I’ll come to you, but I will call mum and dad, and I want to see her now!”
“JAMES SIRIUS POTTER! I know you want to see her, but your parents didn’t want anyone there just jet, they just got Albus to come back here, can you just for once do as your told?”
“okey, I’ll come to Nana’s but I don’t want to.” I hang up and start run back to school. Till things get a little more stable? Does that mean that she is unstable? I mean is she in the danger of dying? What if Lily dies! No she can’t die! She can’t! And I don’t want our last conversation to be a fight. Why am I running back to the school when it’s much faster to just run outside school borders and apart too The Burrow, I’ll do that. I change my running up to school and instead I run outside the school boarder and apart to the Burrow.
“James! James is that you?!” I can hear Luna shout out to me.
“Yes it’s me sweetheart!” yes, Luna is my girlfriend. I know she is not a typical me girl, she is crazy weird, but she is my crazy girl and there is nothing nobody could do to get me away from her. Because I love her, she comes running towards me and gives me a big hug.
“Where have you been?! James have you been out running? James do you ever do anything else then train? You should have been there for her! You should have seen her, you would have noticed that something was wrong, for some strange reason you always notice things like that. James why weren’t you there?!” she is screaming and hitting me in the chest, she is nervous and upset. Is it that bad? Is she that bad?
“I know I’m sorry, I really am Luna, but we had this very stupid fight and was just doing as she wanted. Have they heard anything form St.?” I drag Luna into my chest and hold her there for a while. This is really bad, it’s not like Luna to be so worried, and normally she is controlled and is not panicking. But right now I think she is.
“no they haven’t heard a thing. They don’t know anything.” Luna is trying to keep the tears away.
“let’s go inside.” I take Luna’s hand and we walk into the house together.
When we come inside the living room everyone is there, every bit of family we have. Everybody looks so nervous and sad; it’s looks like Lily has already died. George and Fleaur looks the worst of the grown-ups, for George this is Fred all over again, and Fleaur was very found of Lily, even though Lily didn’t always like it. Nana comes towards me and gives me a big hug and makes us sit down in a sofa.
The hours pass by day turns to night and then day again, 24 hours has past by in nearly silent's, people have been and are still trying to entertain little Lucy, she is only three years old, and doesn’t really understand what is happening, but right no she is sitting on my lap sleeping, it reminds me of Lily when she was little and carefree. James you are not going to cry, not now! Come on keep it together, she has not died jet.
A phone rings I can hear it high and clear, it’s aunt Hermoini’s phone.
“Mum? Isn’t that the ring tone you have for Uncle Harry?” Rose says and everyone looks up, Hermoini raises and goes over to the phone.
hey you gusy sorry for the long wait.
i reall hope it won't be that long to the next update.
and this chapter isn't betaed jet so it might be some mistakes in there.
tell me what you think .