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I Remember by Narcissa
Chapter 1 : I Remember
 
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I don't want this moment to ever end
Where every things nothing without you


All I can remember is I was fighting, fighting for my life, Harry’s life, Hermione’s life and my family’s life. All I can remember was a jet of green light and then my world ended.

There we were, side by side: Harry, Hermione and me. It was always like this. Just the three of us, togther to the end.

We spent most of our lives trying to bring Voldemort down. We had to leave behind our families, our friends, everything we held closest to us.

And there we were, standing togther like always and fighting for what we knew was right. We wanted our lives to be at peace, we wanted this war to end.

I remember looking to my side to see Harry. He had just finished off a Death Eater and was wiping the sweat and blood off his face. We both turned around to help out Hermione when it happened.

I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you





It was like a blur, I remember looking at her. Even with blood, sweat and dirt all over her face she looked like the most beautiful girl in the world. I smiled at her and saw her turn to smile at me, and just like that in a flash of green light she fell, she fell straight to the ground and that’s when my world ended.


Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words
I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go





I remember falling to the ground screaming, begging, hoping that what just happened didn’t happen. Tears were falling from my eyes now, my head felt like it was spinning in circles. I couldn’t hear anything.

I remember looking to my left. Harry was standing still just like I was, shocked, unable to move. He too looked as if the world had just ended.

Two masked Death Eaters attempted to stun Harry and I managed to push him out of the way just before the curse hit him.

Death Eaters, filthy Death Eaters, they did this to Hermione and Fred. I wouldn’t let them harm my friends and family anymore.

I lifted my self up off the ground and pointed my wand to the taller of the two Death Eaters and with a flash of green light, he fell to the ground.

The other Death Eater turned his wand and pointed it at me and just as he was about to preform the killing curse, Harry hit him right in the head with the stunning spell.


Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground





More and more Death Eaters started to make their way up to the school.

I couldn’t think straight. The only thoughts that passed through my head were ‘You should have told her how you felt’. I knew the voices in my head were right. I wasted too much time arguing with her, trying to make her jealous and  I never  got the chance to tell her how I really felt.

Harry kept trying to get me to leave. I could tell he was hurt, he lost someone he loved like a sister. He lost one of his best friends. I lost something more. I lost a friend, I lost the girl I loved, the one person I could always smile around. I lost the one person that kept me at peace.

I would have to come back for Hermione later, there was no time now, we need to finish Voldemort off for once and for all. I took one last glance at her body and then I ran, I ran with Harry. I ran like if I could just make it to the end I would be back in her arms, shielding her from anymore harm. I ran like there was no tomorrow, like everything would be alright.

As I was running I realized I was running for something more, something that I was afraid of. Then I hated my self. I felt ashamed, I felt like it was all my fault. And then I fell. And that’s all I can remember.


I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you





***

Hours later the war was over. It felt like years. Everything just flashed before my eyes as I sat there in the Great Hall.

I looked down at all the familiar faces as I walked through the hall.

Colin Creevey

Remus Lupin

Nymphadora Tonks

I stopped, there was my family. Staring at Fred’s dead body. George was on his knees staring motionless at his brothers body. Mum was lying on the ground hugging her sons body and whispering "No, no, Fred - no." Dad was patting mum on the back while tears silently fell down his face. Charlie and Percy were standing in silence, to shocked for anything, Ginny was on her knees, Harry comforting her.

I looked at the body beside Fred’s. Hermione’s body, lying so still, looking so peaceful. I walked infront of her body and sat down .


All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go





***

It has been hours since I first sat in front of Hermione’s body.

All I could do was whisper to her, talking to her about all the memories we shared. And I stopped when I came to the most recent one. The kiss. The amazing kiss, the kiss I waited years on end for. I paused and stared down at her body and started to whisper to her again.

"Hermione, I love you. The kiss we had, I don’t regret it. I wish we could have just stayed like that, holding on to each other for what felt like forever. I want you to know I’ll never forget our memories, our friendship, and most importantly you. I miss you Hermione Granger, I just thought maybe you should know that."

Harry was staring at me. Ginny had looked up to. My whispering turned into talking. Mum finally got up from Fred’s body and walked over to hug me hold on to me, giving me the motherly hug that told me everything was going to be fine. But nothing was fine.

I looked around at everyone. All of their faces showed no emotion. It’s what made me burst into tears.


In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)





I was screaming now. I just wanted her back. I wanted her there with me. I wanted her to be in my arms. The war was finally over, if she could just come back they could be in peace forever.

Everyone in the hall had looked up now.

I was standing there in silence. Looking down, not moving. I was standing there praying that everything would be ok.

Before I knew it Harry was at my side, standing in silence. Then my family stood, and everyone stood and we all stood there in silence for what felt like forever. We all stood in silence praying in silence, hoping that now everything might be ok.


I don't want this moment to ever end
Where every things nothing without you




I was talking to her now, no longer speaking to god. I just wanted her to know everything I have ever felt. I wanted her to know how much I loved her, how much I still love her.


I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go





I wanted her to know I would never let her go.




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