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I can tell he’s lying when he says he loves me just like he did to all the other girls. His arms are around my waist. I’m sitting on his lap. His head is buried in my long blonde hair. I want to stay here forever but I know I can’t. I can’t keep lying to myself and I can’t let him keep lying to me, it will just hurt worse when my heart finally finds out the truth.
“Is something wrong sweetie?” he asked me grabbing my hand.
I sighed. This is it. Time to finally stop the lies. I turned around to face him.
“Do you really love me?” I asked him searching him eyes for the truth.
He brought my hand to his lips and placed a light kiss on it making chills run down my spine.
“You know I do.” He said.
He sounded so sincere, I almost believed him. Almost.
“Don’t you tell that to every girl?” I ask.
He smiled. “No one but you.” he answered giving my lips a small kiss.
“What about the girls before me?” I asked trying to resist his charm.
“Your special Addy. I’ve never loved someone as much as I love you.”
He sounded so serious. Maybe he is telling the truth. Stop it Addy, he tells nothing but lies.
“But why am I so special?” I asked still trying to get the truth from him.
“Because you understand me, because you actually care and don’t just like me for my looks.” His eyes begged me to believe him.
Well I could believe him and live happily ever after with a prince that’s eventually going to leave me. Or I could see through his lies and live happily ever after with someone that cares about me. I think I like the second choice.
“But do you love me for my looks or who I am?” I asked getting desperate.
“Do you remember the night I told you I loved you?” he asked trying to make me understand.
“Of course.” I answered wondering where he was going with this.
“Think about that night.” He gently commanded me.
I closed my eyes and thought back to that rainy night 3 months ago.
I sung softly to myself as I skipped through the muddy grass.
“What are you doing?” I heard an amused voice ask me.
“Singing.” I answered, “You got a problem with that.” I asked crossing my arms and sticking out my bottom lip.
“Nope not at all.”
We walked in silence listening to the rain pound the lake, while getting soaked ourselves.
He looked nervous. I had never seen him like this. He was always so confident.
“We’ve only been going out for 2 months but it’s the longest relationship I’ve ever had. I care a lot about you. I can’t think when I’m around you. I just loose all control. Addy I think I love you.”
I stared at him. “What.”
“I-I love you.” he said again.
I ran my hand through my hair. “Are you just saying that?”
“No. I really do love you.”
I smiled. “I love you too.”
Sirius smiled back at me. He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. He pressed his lips against mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck..
I snapped out of my memories and looked into Sirius’s stormy eyes. “What about that night?”
“I was telling the truth when I said I loose control around you. I can’t think straight. All I see is you. I would never lie about loving somebody.”
I could feel myself giving in. I tried to fight it but I couldn’t. You can’t help it when you’re in love. I guess that’s it. I fell for another one of his lies.