Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
I don’t like to think of you. But I do. It’s like you’re stuck in there. I’ve tried to think of everything but you. But every time my mind just wonders back to you. How beautiful you looked today or the way you were laughing with Scarhead and the Weasel.
Every room they kept awake
By every science scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet
Only when I start to think about it...
I love you. I don’t think it’s harsh to say that I do because it’s true. I hate you but I can’t stop thinking about you. I’m not even supposed to think that you’re beautiful. I hate myself for taunting you and your little sidekicks. I can’t help but say nasty things to you when I see you with your friends. It makes me jealous to see you every day and know that I can’t be with you. It isn’t fair, don’t you know why I’m being so mean? I'm jealous of your friends. I want you and only they have you.
I...hate everything about you
Why...do I love you?
I...hate everything about you
Why...do I love you?
When you walked in potions today, you were as always. Your dark brown curls were lightened by the sunlight and your cinnamon brown eyes were filled with warmth. You were smiling to Potty and Weasel. Until you saw me. Your eyes turned cold and you stopped smiling. I want to be the one that makes you smile. I want to be the one who makes you happy. But I’m not.
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I start to think about it...
When I was walking down an empty corridor I bumped into something. I knew I fell down on someone. When I looked down it was you. “Get off me you stupid git. Can’t you even look out where you’re going? I guess not.” You shouted, breaking my heart into a thousand pieces. “Well I’m sorry, Miss Know-It-All Granger. Will please forgive me? I’m SO sorry for knocking your royal Hiness over.” I answered sarcastically. “Shove it, Ferret Boy. I can’t help it your dad is a DeathEather.” You said. “You filthy little mudblood.” I said with a voice as cold as stone and you ran away in tears. I felt proud for about a second and then I was disgusted with myself for hurting you again.
Only...when I...start to think...about you...I know
Only when you...start to think...about me
Do you know...
I’m sorry I hurt you. I sorry about all the nasty things I said to you. I want to take them all back and kiss all the tears and pain I’ve caused you away. I want to be your Prince Charming. But I know you hate me just as I hate You. Somewhere deep inside my heart I know that I couldn’t love another girl like I love you. That’s what’s frightening me. I know you don’t want me. All I can do is hope, that you will someday.
I...hate everything about you
Why...do I love you?
You...hate everything about me
Why...do you love me?
It’s a strange thing love. Why do I only love the person I hate? Who hates me and who I can never be with? Why is love so unfair? Why do I love you when you’re everything my believes are against? Why do I love you? I don’t know nobody know why they love each other, I suppose. Maybe it too late to say it, but I need to say this before I lose you forever. Hermione Granger, I love you.
I...hate...you...hate
I...hate...you love me
I...hate everything about you
Why...do I love you?
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