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The song is Here Without You by 3 Doors Down. This is my take on a Harry/Ginny ship. Let me know what you think of it at the end. This is in response to Ginny_Hermione’s challenge on the forums. Also where Harry says fear in the name only increases fear itself actually belongs to JK Rowling.
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
I thought that I was not worthy to be with her. You see, she was and still is as a matter of fact perfect in every single way possible. From her beautiful red curls to the freckles that line her cheeks. I was and still am in love with Ginny Weasley.
To me, Ginny is my entire world. It took me a long time to realize this about my life. I thought that I was protecting her when Hermione, Ron and I were searching for the Horcruxes and the Hallows. But I only ended up hurting her. She was not able to finish her sixth year at Hogwarts because her brother Bill was protecting the three of us (I mean Hermione, Ron and I of course), Luna, Dean, the goblin and Mr. Ollivander. The Fidilus charm had to be placed on both Sea Cottage and the Burrow. Bill assured us that he was the Secret Keeper for his house and that Mr. Weasley was the Secret Keeper for the Burrow. At the time, it did not bother me because Hermione, Ron and I had to make the connection between the wands and the Hallows. Now that the war is over, I finally realize how much danger she was in even when she was not my girlfriend. Her family and she were still in trouble because they knew me. They were in trouble because they were friends with me.
The final battle came and went. I finished Voldemort off. Actually, his name is Tom Riddle. Professor Dumbledore said that we should call Voldemort Tom Riddle. Professor Dumbledore stated that with the name of Voldemort, the fear in the name only increases fear itself. He assured us that is we use the name Tom Riddle instead of Voldemort, we could and can go on with our lives and create a better society for the wizarding community.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
And I dream about you all the time
Harry was the only person I needed. He was the only thing that I EVER needed. I know that this phrase sounds weird, but from the first moment that I saw Harry, I knew that we were meant to be together. At first, it was one of those silly school girl crushes. But then, it grew into love. I tried to hide my love from Harry, but it did not work. Hermione noticed my love from the way that I was acting around Harry. He did not notice the way that I was acting until he was in his sixth year at Hogwarts and I was in my fifth year.
At first, I was upset that it took him six long years to even notice me as something other than his best friend’s baby sister. Six long years it took Harry to notice that I was sexy enough for him. Beautiful enough to be more then the baby sister. During the time it took him to notice me, I was able to practice my skills in order to notice me.
I went out with Michael Corner and Dean Thomas. By dating those two pathetic puny boys, I was able to practice my flirting skills on them. I cannot even call them men because they did not know what they were doing. They thought that they were helping me by supposedly being gentlemen, but they were not that. Michael and Dean were not good at snogging. With these two boys, it was like kissing my brother Ronald. Seriously, Ronald has no kissing experience whatsoever. Even with his heavy make out sessions with the promiscuous Lavender Brown did not help. Hopefully Hermione will remedy this. My brother is so disgusting. Well now that Hermione and Ron are married, he should keep their snogging sessions within their own home.
While it took Harry six years to notice me, my plans were destroyed almost instantly. Yes, I did have plans for Harry. I first wanted to be his girlfriend. If I was his girlfriend, I would be the most popular girl in the entire school. All the girls would be jealous of me. All of the boys would want to be with me in one way or another. Harry and I were a couple for a few months. But then he broke up with me because he did not want He Who Must Not Be Named to come after me. This destroyed my plans completely.
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
After the final battle, Kingsley Shakebolt became the official Minister of Magic. Yes, he was the temporary Minister at first. But when it came time for the wizarding community to elect a new Minister, everyone just voted for Kingsley. Right after the battle finished, I went up to Kingsley and requested to become an Auror. I wanted more Aurors in our community like him and like Tonks (well, not her clumsiness of course). He said that I can be in the department of course. First things first, according to Kingsley, were to repair the damage done to the school and rebuild the parts of the school that needed rebuilding. As Aurors, we would be able to give the school more updated and recent protection. Kingsley did not think that there would be any more troubles, but he wanted to ere on the side of caution.
It took us six months to complete the work on the school. The time was mid-December when we finally finished. I heard from Hermione and Ron that with the school, it took a long time to assure parents and make them believe that the school would be safe for everyone around them. For Ron and Hermione’s parents, they did not care. Ron was not going back to school. Instead, he was going to be helping George in the store. Because Hermione’s parents were Muggles, they did not care. They were just glad that they were with their precious daughter once more.
I am glad that Hermione went back to Hogwarts for her seventh year. She was able to keep an eye on Ginny for me. I was afraid that someone would take her away from me. Not that I would be jealous if Ginny were to go out with another guy. Ginny was a defiant flair about her that makes her attractive to every guy that lays an eye on her. I know that Ginny had a million guys knocking on her door. I just wanted to make her happy. I wanted to make myself perfect for her. Even if it meant taking a lifetime being away from her, I would become better for her. If she was better off being with another man, then that was the way that it was suppose to be.
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
My plan for Harry was to marry him. I wanted him for me and only me. O did not want any other woman or any other male for that matter to be with him in any way. When Cho offered to take Harry to the Ravenclaw common area on the day of the final battle, I did not allow her to do that. You see, I was jealous that Harry went out with her first. She is a big fat cry baby who wants to get into everyone’s bed. I would not allow her to escort my Harry anywhere. That is why I told Luna to go with Harry to the Ravenclaw area. I knew that she would not and try to steal Harry away from me. She would never cheat on my prize. Luna would never betray me. Yes, I am selfish. I did not want to be crammed in a tiny house with many people. With Harry, I could be in a large house with as many kids as we could have.
You think of me as hypocritical. I preach that I love Harry for him and only him. I told all of my friends that I did not want Harry for his fame, fortune anything else that came from being the Boy Who Lived. At first I believed what I preached. But now I know what I really want. I want to do better than my parents have done. And I can only do that with Harry. No other rich man will want to be with me because I am either a blood traitor or a witch. Harry would be with me because he loves me.
I do not want to manipulate his love like this, but I must. It is the only way for me to do better than everyone else in this world. Hopefully with time, I can fall back in love with the real Harry and not the fake Harry. But for now, I am only in love with the Boy Who Lived.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
“Today, we are here for the joining of this man and this woman. Harry James Potter and Ginivera Molly Weasley have known each other for a long time. You are here to witness the marriage of these two people who are very much in love with each other.”
Please let me know what you think of this one shot.