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Chapter 3: Chapter 3
I collapsed into a chair in the empty common room. Minnie had made me scrub the floor of the great hall but it was worth it. If Richards was stupid enough to kiss J, then he deserved what I did. She was like my little sister and I had to look after her. James ignored the way I looked at her sometimes. He thought nothing would ever happen between us. He trusted me a little bit too much sometimes, I thought.
“J, where are you going?” She had just come downstairs in her bedclothes.
“I couldn’t sleep so I’m going for a walk.”
“No, you’re not. It’s the middle of the night.” She huffed and sat on the sofa with me. “Why can’t you sleep?”
“I dunno. Why aren’t you in bed?”
“I had a wild night with Minnie.” I winked.
She slapped me and smiled. “Did you do that to Richards?” I nodded and her smile disappeared. “Why?” Her eyes were searching my face for an answer. I shrugged but she refused to look away.
“He kissed you when you didn’t want to be kissed. He deserved it.”
“Sirius, I don’t need you or James to fight my battles,” She looked into the fire as a soft blush covered her cheeks. “Thank you though.”
I put my arm around her and she leant against my chest. “What happened to the silky shorts? I liked them.” She laughed and elbowed me. I traced my fingers across her stomach and felt her heart speed up. The feel of her soft skin brought back a memory…
“Are you sure, J?” I asked her as I pulled my lips back from hers.
“Yes,” She whispered as she brought my face back to hers. She was kissing me passionately and I felt my willpower slip away. She wasn’t being the gentle girl I was used to; she was kissing me harder and harder as we fell on the bed.
Her hands slipped from my neck and she undid my shirt. “J, are you sure this is what you want?” She groaned without taking her lips from mine as I took her top off. We lay kissing and then J climbed on top of me. Her hands ran down my chest and she undid my jeans. “J, do you really want to do this?” I had to make sure.
She stood up and I thought she’d changed her mind but she pulled off her jeans. “I’m sure. It is what I want. I wanna do it!” She half shouted and I watched the blush spread over her neck and chest.
I pulled her back on the bed and mumbled, “Just making sure.” I pushed all thoughts of what James would do to me aside as I whispered a contraceptive charm.
She gasped in pain and I realised what I’d just done; I’d taken my best mate’s sister’s virginity. Her gasps of pain turned into gasps of pleasure and all I could think of was her…
She lay in my arms as we both fought to control our breathing. “We shouldn’t have done that. If James ever found out…” I sighed.
“Sirius, do you regret it?”
“Of course not but if he-“
“Forget about my fucking brother! What just happened had nothing to do with him!” There were tears in her eyes as she shouted.
“I’m sorry, J.”
She cried into my chest for a while. “We can’t do this again.”
“It’s not right. I don’t want to be one of your hundreds of followers and you care about James too much.” She kissed me and went to get dressed. I watched her walk away and felt an unknown ache in my stomach as she disappeared from view.
“Sirius, can we please go for a walk. I don’t want to sit here all night.” J looked at me and tilted her head. I pulled myself back to the present and stood up. I nodded and we walked in silence to the room of requirement. I walked back and forward and a door appeared. The room looked exactly like our common room but was a lot tidier.
We sat on the biggest sofa and J put her head on my shoulder. We didn’t need to talk; we were fine with silence. I waited until I heard her steady breathing that told me she was asleep and conjured a blanket for her. I gently laid her down and covered her with the blanket. She looked so sweet when she was sleeping; this was why I had spent nearly every night with her during the summer. I gave her a soft kiss and pushed the hair off of her face before leaving. I went back to the Gryffindor boys’ dorm and collapsed into bed.
“Padfoot,” James ripped open the curtains around my bed. “Get your lazy bum out of bed. You can go back to that ‘special’ dream later.” James winked and I remember that I had been dreaming about that night with J.
“What do you mean?” I tried to look innocent as I watched his expression.
“You kept saying ‘are you sure?’ and then it progressed to moaning.” James looked slightly sick and I smiled; I hadn’t said her name.
“Just because you’re not getting any.”
“That’s not my fault. Lily hates me even though we’re going to get married. I won’t go near any other girls.” James look crestfallen and I was glad we had stopped talking about me. He went to get dressed and Remus came over to talk to me.
“Why were you with J last night?” Remus said suspiciously.
“I wasn’t. I had a detention.”
“Sirius, I saw you on the map. You were in the common room and then you went to the room of requirement. What were you doing in there with her?” He looked at me like he was accusing me of something.
“I didn’t do anything that you or James wouldn’t have done. Don’t stand there and imply that I would ever cross that line!”
“It sounds like you’re trying to convince yourself as much as me.” I got out of bed and went to shower. “You know James would kill you if anything ever happened.” Remus warned me as I left the room.
A/N: Anythink You Recognise Is JKR's...Hmm So Remus Is Getting Suspicious Already...Thanks To Pupcute And Mrsdeanthomas421 For Their Reviews On The Last Chapter...I <3 Getting Feedback :) x